16 October 2009

Media Crit is sucking the life out of me

And I only have seven pages; 43 more to go.


Wake up, it's time. " Wake up, it's raining outside." This is a text message I and ashley wells received at 2 am from Daniel Cook. Sadly, I had just gone to sleep. At about 5 am I read this message but was too tired to do anything about it. I woke up very sad that it was not pouring rain but rather it was drizzling. But none the less, I wore rain appropriate attire, my lovely argyle jcrew cardigan, yellow high top chucks, and this scarf. As I walked out the door and got to my car, I had to change the cd to Norah Jones. You just have to sometimes you know, I had her in my head all day. After class and internship, Jessi Duke and I go get our taco tuesday fix. Three weeks in the running now. We get in the car and the best phrase of the day, "Did you put Norah Jones in the car because it's been raining." Oh, she knows me so well. Later that night, after many hours of procrastination, I drop Jessi off and I go to the bridge to do my Media Crit paper. As I'm writing my paper it begins to pour. I was like a little school girl and got the chance to use my J.Crew umbrella for the rest of the night. It was bliss. I went to bed at 5ish am, [I almost slept in the bridge because i didn't want to deal with finding a parking spot in the neighborhood, but then realized i'd be wearing the same clothes two days in a row]. As I crawled into bed, our window was open and I feel asleep to the loudest rain hitting the pavement. Awaking at 8 am to start the day. The 24 hours was beautiful with the exception of writing my paper. If you are friends with bethany lomas, there is a grand video message i left her about this paper that i'm writing. "the midwest wanted me to say hi, so hi" This was a message sent to me today, I must say I am missing the midwest lately.
my love my calm
my father my master
use my hands; create beauty
use my feet to go where you go

my heart is safe in you

I am only yours
change me

amen

2 comments:

Anonymous said...

i miss you so much it's breaking my heart.
you've been on my heart lately and i've been praying about you often.
also i am praying that your paper will coming flooding out of your fingers.

i love that you listen to norah jones when it rains... the other night i had the window open and her albums playing while the rain came pouring down and i drank tea.
i want to see her live someday... let's do it.

i have so so so much to tell you.
i need your prayers more than ever.
we will talk soon.
when your are free from paper hell, we shall have a date :)

ps. just read your comment on my andy samberg post and i remembered when we talked about being attracted to a LOT of similar guys.
amazing. love<3

DesiraƩ Rochelle said...

its good to hear your voice, :) your a beautiful writer my dear... i heard you the whole way though.
I miss you much!
keep on trucking with that paper!

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