I've always be fairly comfortable with what I say to the cyberworld. Not that I'm broadcasting to every single person who has a blog that my blog exists.
I don't have anything to hide. I also feel like it is a "safe" space.
Because there is triumph and trial and I don't necessarily have to depend on someone other than my close friends feeling the need to grab my by my shoulders and shake me out of whatever state I am in at the moment. I use it as a place to process.
I can somehow motivate myself to type a blog over writing. (also, I've misplaced my journal within the last couple days-- which that is more of a tragedy than a lost online blog.)
Ever since I can remember I've struggled with "safety." In all shapes and forms but mainly the safety in trust and I don't trust everyone with everything.
So here I am struggling if I want to close up or simply write meaningless words. Which goes against the grain of most things I believe in.
Or do I just carry on, keep writing and cringe knowing that some of my deepest darkest thoughts are in the hands of people I'd rather not know.
Decisions, decisions.
Now on to being Proactive.
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