Phase One

Today.

I don't really know how to feel about today.

Unknown.

I walked into my day calm. Greeted with Starbucks from my co-worker/friend, Christine. Donuts and bagels in the breakroom. Had my final lunchdate.  As I cleaned my office and found cards and thoughtful gifts on my desk, my heart started pounding. By the end of the day, I didn't even know what to think.   I cleaned my office of all of my things and walked out the door of a place I had been for the last year into a world of unknown.  I didn't know how to go about leaving. So, I just left.

It was the end of a lot of things. Including my paycheck.

This is going to be an exhausting couple of weeks.