Do you ever have the problem to where you have one thing
churning in your mind?
You want to release it but lack of energy,
motivation, or even tools seems to win. Then in conjunction, corresponds with
the rest of your ideas, existence, or being. That this one thing manages to manifest into
the simple, less thought-provoking things and that fixation that you
still haven’t done the one thing you were wanting to do in the first place hasn't been done. Yet somehow,it effects the
day-to-day and everything else manages to be placed on the back burner.
That’s how I feel with most aspects in life. Not just
metaphorically but the physical, the spiritual, and the emotional.
I decided to put the one big thing that’s been churning at
me, the one thing that I want to get out and explain, I decided to take the pressure
away and start working on the little things.
Besides, isn’t it the little, small things that begin to add
up? It’s the small things that become overlooked until we’re drowning in small
issues and tasks that just originally needed to be pruned and maintained a bit.
But they add up, and then restoration has to happen. Often times stripping the
entire piece just to get to the core of what it is and start over.
Wow, I wasn’t intending to pour all this out.
I wanted to take the time to show you some of the details in
my room in South Africa. Nothing fancy, just a couple visuals.
please note the crooked lamp. it just doesn't want to stay straight.
some random crafting + painting. had some bad dreams one night and decided to paint a dream catcher.
postcard from time spent with my friend ashley in boston + a note for Jayde's wallet
tink the cat + perfect window lighting