new beginnings.

You're Welcome

Believe me you, you will thank me once I show you my newest discovery. 


Time wasting. This is a nightly reoccurrence. The boy and I use Facebook messaging as our substitute for texting. So, when we are in conversation I have a relationship with my computer. I waste a lot of time online mostly perusing through blogs and pinterest mainly so I don't fall asleep while waiting for the next message. I would only use my phone but it takes me a while to get messages somtimes. 


On my newest blog favorites, a well traveled woman. There are always fun finds. 


Here you have it folks. 

How great is this. 


Constant rain sound. 


I put this on before I went to bed. Instant Sleep. 


It was glorious. 


It just keeps going and going and going. 

putting my words into cyberspace

I've always be fairly comfortable with what I say to the cyberworld. Not that I'm broadcasting to every single person who has a blog that my blog exists.

I don't have anything to hide. I also feel like it is a "safe" space.

Because there is triumph and trial and I don't necessarily have to depend on someone other than my close friends feeling the need to grab my by my shoulders and shake me out of whatever state I am in at the moment. I use it as a place to process.

I can somehow motivate myself to type a blog over writing. (also, I've misplaced my journal within the last couple days-- which that is more of a tragedy than a lost online blog.)

Ever since I can remember I've struggled with "safety." In all shapes and forms but mainly the safety in trust and I don't trust everyone with everything.



So here I am struggling if I want to close up or simply write meaningless words. Which goes against the grain of most things I believe in.

Or do I just carry on, keep writing and cringe knowing that some of my deepest darkest thoughts are in the hands of people I'd rather not know.

Decisions, decisions.

Now on to being Proactive.

Oh, you're making me blush.

No really, I don't even know how to contain myself. 

I’ve been blogged. 

Well, Not my personally but my work has. Fabulous. 

I remember the first time, I found my photography elsewhere other than my wall or on my computer. I cried. Literally. I didn't know what t do with myself

I was 18 and perusing through an acquaintances myspace and there it was. A picture I had taken of an Orange County pier, just displayed for the world to see. 

It was pretty darn exciting. 

But more recently I've been getting involved with this Photography circle called Give Prints and my photography is all out there for the entire online community to find. 

  & Now the not just a housewife's blog. 

so fun.